I know I'm writing this on the 5th of October, supposed to be day 5. but it like 2 am, cause I couldn't sleep anymore. I was so tired yesterday I went to bed early and wasn't able to write my failure entry.  I still have a painful blister on the back of my foot, wearing shoe is a must when walking at the park. (hot concert sucks) so anyways. I still did something, I indoor walked and did my weights. I don't feel like it was enough, I have failed my 7 day challenge. Seven freaking days and I couldn't keep up with it. I might be blaming it on the shoes or the blister. But I still failed to walk 1 mile every day for a week. 

 I starting this blog on the 3rd day, cause I feel like I needed a way to hold me accountable for actually doing it.  DAY 1 Started the day with walking a mile, drinking water, and using the dumbbells. After walking the mile and lifting the easy 2lbs weights, I ached but felt good.  I have a Amazfit smart watch that isn't very smart today it shows I was over 2 mile to a destination nap I can't walk to. Cause would have to walk across an airport. It shows I was 1.03 miles but google map tells me this is 2.9 miles away. DAY 2 I woke up with no pain, I was happy. I walked the mile, drank the water, and lifting the light dumbbells. DAY 3 Today I have a blister on the back of my heel, I realized it's the shoes, I know I have a better pair. Spent the day looking for them.  But I still drank the water and using the dumbbells. But couldn't really walk my mile.

 This blog is being use for a journal to help keep me accountable for my health.  It's starting with my acknowledgment in my bad health. I have  Hidradenitis Suppurativa  a chronic, inflammatory skin condition causing painful, recurring bumps, often in areas where skin rubs together. 1 I have worked for years without these problem. But starting in the summer of 2024, my knees ached and my feet starting burning. I talked to doctors, who keep telling me that I just need to change jobs. But there isn't many jobs that I can set at. In May of this year I quiet my job, due to health issues. I thought this would be great, I can cook healthier food at home, and I can get out and move my body my way. Not just standing in one spot for hours for a job.  But in the last 4 months, I had issues, my mentally went low. I think I was grieving the life I wanted. The hiking, adventures, and just living my life. Due to my legs aching I didn't see me doing anything like that anymore...